Someone I Recognize

Am I someone I recognize in my memories? In my past actions? (the past events that I did) This album has been deep diving into a nightmare we call earth. I am part of that nightmare. I have done mistakes too. I almost did severe irrevocable mistakes, if there wouldn’t have been Jesus to help me out. I’ve been bad to other people too. I’m no hero, but at least I do something many people wouldn’t do in their lifetime. I take responsibility of my actions. I say and will say sorry to those, whom I have been an A-hole to. This song is to my past self. 

I have done wrong towards many, whom some have been the closest people to me and some, who didn’t deserve what I did. It only implies that I am not a saint in regards my actions. Some things I feel repulsive to, all I regret and some I understand. I think it also shows that humans do mistakes, no matter how hard they may try to do good. I see my struggles came through the smile at times and I did things I should have not. For that I am sorry, I steered my mental distress like this. I didn’t know how else I could have survived and these things are part of that. So, I’ve pointed out some things others have done, but through this song I ask: “Am I Someone I Recognize?”