Reborn

This tells about the time, when I was so broken inside, I wanted to have the one and only Jesus Christ in my life. I didn’t know any another way, but He was THE WAY. I was having too much anxiety, pressure, anger and I felt scared all the time. Thinking about what happens after death gave me major anxiety, because it didn’t feel right. There had to be afterlife. It couldn’t end there. I wanted to be happy once again and not to live in this fake happiness caused by video games, porn and all of the things I bought. It felt like He was calling me. He wanted to know me better too. He feels like a long lost friend, I’ve always wanted. He wanted to heal me. Make a better version of myself.

When I sometimes just sat there, in my apartment, without any interferences, I was thinking about Jesus and Christianity in general. Before that, I had this ‘’friend’’ who all the time tried to shove Christianity down my throat. Worst kind of approach to someone like me. I stayed far from those things for a long time, because of his disdain. Then I met a dear friend of mine. I just moved to live in a new place with my ‘’friend’’ and there was a third one, someone who both of us didn’t know previously. He was completely opposite from my ‘’friend’’. He was someone, who Jesus knew, I needed. I still remember those great chatters with him and I could ask anything without a doubt. He would answer nicely and I felt more intrigued to continue all the talks with him. I was feeling home, seen and understood.

Some time passed and I moved to an apartment, alone, and made the decision, that I want to have Him in my life. That’s when I made old but gold song called ‘’The Power of God’’. At this time forward, I was never alone again. Because he never leaves your side, keeps His promises and gives everything you need. Living a life with Him may seem pretty risky, but man, I have never felt better! And never have felt life to be this fulfilling. So many great things started to happen in my life, mostly unnoticed, but hey! That’s how God works.

' Funny thing is, all of these songs and ideas started to pour in to my head after having Jesus in my life. Some might say that this is demonic, evil and barbaric, but let those people just have it. They don’t know any better. They are after all humans too. But love and understanding of God is eternal. He knows what’s best for all of us. That’s one of the reasons why I made this album besides healing and helping, not only myself, but you guys too. To show, that everything is possible with Him.