Emerging Embryo

Wind blows to my face as I step into a new chapter in my life. It’s a chapter full of wonder, confusion, adventure, frustration and joy. New things have happened and many of them are here to be learned, consumed and put on a good use. I see now, how much there is to learn. There are things, that I have never thought I’d have to go through, before I could do anything else. There’s no end to that, thankfully so.

One thing is clear. Having Jesus in life is just full of adventure. Full of “Sigh… what’s this now…?”-moments and full of “Yes! Thank you, God!” -moments. Even if I get really frustrated and annoyed in some chapters and events, they all lead and end to something great. Embrace the unknown and take a step forward. You’ll end up somewhere, where you are getting grown for your own mission. If you feel all the emotions in there, that’s a good sign. You’re going to learn all of their meanings and how to control them effectively and right. Don’t turn back, just go forward, slow, but steady. In peace, in love (but not in a hippie-kind of way, yuck).

In the end, I’m still a human being. I’m still learning new things and tricks, so don’t take my every word as Master Oogway-like wisecrack. I’m just a philosopher and an artist, who likes to think deep about everything.

I like when something has a meaning. I have seen, that all of God’s work has meaning behind it. It’s awesome! I’m still angry at those people, who did wrong to me, but when I have gotten a closer look at them, it has made more and more sense. Everything isn’t what it may look like from the outside. There have been reasons for their actions. It’s sad, how they ended up like that. I hope, God can turn their life upside down as well.

These songs have been mine and my wife’s adventure. So many emotions and too many frustrations later, we are getting healed. We are getting to the new chapter. I’m already annoyed to step into the new unknown, but I know deep inside, it’s going to be necessary and good for us. My writing hand might go faster than my thoughts, but like I said, I’m still learning.

In front of God’s eyes, we are all embryos, who need guidance to grow and learn. So, let us emerge together, shall we?