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3. Loser




Lyrics:


Why are they mocking me?

I just walked in to the school

Why are they pushing me?

Even though I did nothing wrong

They really think they are strong

While shouting all day long

Maybe I'm a loser after all

I hate myself for being too small


Once again I'm in their zone

Why can't I be left alone


Running all the pain away

Feeling like a scared prey

Until everything corners me

Fearing that I cannot flee

Will you please make it stop

I can feel my sanity drop

Hoping I can return to my place

So there can be another chase


Why do they follow me?

I just want to eat in peace

Why do they steal my stuff?

I don't even have anything left

Mind is already in cleft

And still they want to do some theft

Maybe life is a torment after all

Inside this weeping wall


Once again they are in my zone

Why can't I be left alone


Running all the pain away

Feeling like a scared prey

Until everything corners me

Fearing that I cannot flee

Will you please make it stop

I can feel my sanity drop

Hoping I can return to my place

So there can be another chase


I'm afraid of the morning sun

Everyday reminding how I have to run


(Your weakness disgusts me)

(You don't belong here)

Please stop

(Man up you coward! Hit them!)

(Why can't you be normal?)

No

(Fucking loser! Do something!)

(Small, easy prey)

No, I won't do it

(What kind of dwarf are you?)

(I can hear their mockery)

Just stop please

(At this rate you're never going to get a girl)

(Even your own mother hates you!)

Stop


Why can't I be me

I just want to be free

Someone please

Help me


Running all the pain away

Feeling like a scared prey

Until everything corners me

Fearing that I cannot flee

Will you please make it stop

I can feel my sanity drop

Hoping I can return to my place

So there can be another chase


Will you please make it stop

Will you please make it stop

Will you please make it stop

Please just make it stop


Nobody even cares

Why must I suffer for who I am

I have accepted that I have to live like this

On my own

And alone


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