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1. Life I Want




Lyrics:



Opening the gates for me

Greatest thing I have ever seen

Yet there's still so much more

Now I want some war

I am a hero, whom everyone wants

I am a man, whom girls like to touch

After that, relief consumes me

This is the life I want to live


I hate the true reality

Here life would be so much better

But it tears me inside

And I don't know why

Just a need to go deeper

I hate to see true reality

Here I can have everything

Beauty and power

But still my life feels like it’s over

Only me in my room


The stories beyond imagination

And here's no retaliation

I can only enjoy good company

And slay the evil cold-bloodedly

I am a hero, whom everyone likes

I am a man, whom girls like to watch

After that, I begin to heal

This is the life I want to live


I hate the true reality

Here life would be so much better

But it tears me inside

And I don't know why

Just a need to go deeper

I hate to see true reality

Here I can have everything

Beauty and power

But still my life feels like it’s over

Only me in my room


Hiking so far, far away

In my land of happiness

There's nothing I need to say

But still everyone wants me to stay

Why do I feel isolated?

Why is it so complicated?

Everything seems fine

But something's obstructing the shine


All of this is a lie

I want to go back and be satisfied

Girls who can be met eye to eye

There I want to live and die


But…


I hate the true reality

Here life would be so much better

But it tears me inside

And I don't know why

Just a need to go deeper

I hate to see true reality

Here I can have everything

Beauty and power

But still my life feels like it’s over

Only me in my room


Only me in my room

But so much to explore


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